May 28,I will remember that day forever until I leave this world.The day I became one of the members in DHL and I am its blood now.I found a place to repose all of mine,I also found a place to install all my energy.

3 months past,I will get into another phase.From now on,I get different salary,different incentive bonus,also,different status in my department.My next stop,will be top star of our department and I will pay more for it.I will try my best to touch this goal.

I am sure this period will one of important time in my life.Thanks to god,he let me luckily find this place where saves my soul.

Three months past before I can feel the time was passing.So many changes happened during that and so many things I had built again,or had destroyed by myself.I put all my energy into my work,closed off some parts of my head,and after three months,I gained a little success in my work,made me feel proudly.

I am quite more self-possession than before.It is so different to compare with me and the one I used to be.I was full of sentimental gene.Some movies,music,words,people moved me and let me drop tears in the past me.Nowadays,I may be touched by something,but the sentience is just a short moment of lights,then I return to clamness.All the happiness,sadness,sorrow,excitement,bury in the corner of my brain.I mean,nothing can stay in my head too long,may be I will feel something at that moment,but soon I will return to calmness.

I am so glad to say good bye to my sentience,before someone comes to my heart and opens it.

Infushion had gone for 4 days,I still remember the moment when I stood in front of them.It was amazing,so high.Just singing n dancing n drinking.

Enzo offen says "don't be too happy" to me before he left.I found it is truth.I shouldn't feel too happy at any time.Because when I feel happy or excited,some urly things must appear in front me.

Fine,just leave all the sadness to me,I will stay in my blue world,please leave me alone!

One day morning when I was in my office,a friend sent a mail to me and asked me if I would listen to jazz when I found myself insomnia.

That was a good question for me.What I will listen to when I can't fall asleep?Mostly,I will choose turn my radio on,because there always broadcast the pop songs I don't know about them,sometimes there will be some programs in late night,DJs will read the messages from the others who are insomnia,too.

But If you ask me listen to jazz when you can not get in sleeping is a good choice or not.I will tell you responsbility,that's might not be a good choice.I used to fall asleep with some piano by Bill Evans or trumpet by Chet Baker,but It was not useful to push myself in my dream.It just made me think more and blue.I am too sentimental to sleeping with jazz.I am also too blue to fall down with jazz,especially with Chet Baker.

Finally,If you can't sleep,listen to some pop music,It's more helpful.

At next Sat,Infushion will come to gz,I will be there.

Now,I just keep working hard for 10 days...

I am over the moon now....

You meet someone or something at some moment,but you are just the passengers in each life.This is timing.

When you see and know and feel pity,you found it is just a joke of god.Sometimes you feel regret,but that's the truth.The past thing will not come back again.

So,the sweet time in the just time will stay in your memory forever.