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3月29日

I will be a man like Rocky!

 
If you have never seen <Friends>season 1to season 9,you can't feel the sadness in the season 10.As the same thing,you can't feel why <Rocky Balboa> make me so moved before you watched <Rocky1>to<Rocky5>.
 
The movie inspired me from the beginning till the end.Obviously,Rocky had retired form the prize ring for many years.He has a restaurant and a successflu son.He goes to graveyard and sits in front of his wife's gravestone with hank of rose every morning.His life is equable because he is a man near 60 years old.But he wants to do something beyond himself,just like standing in the prize ring again.And he did it!He lost in his last fight of his life,but when the whole stadium call his name,when everybody acclaim for him,I seriously believe Rocky is the winner.He is not the winner in the boxing game,but is the winner in people's heart.When we are still small,the adult always tell us that we should exceed ourselves.Actaully,not every one can exceed himself all his life.Now,Rocky told me,"It ain's over untill it's over."
 

Rocky Balboa: Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you are because of him, or her, or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain't you. You're better than that!

 

 

 

3月21日

Vitas "Опера №2"

The first time I heard this song was in Enzo's jeep.Who is Vitas?A handsome man from Russia.If you want to know more about him,just google "Vitas".
 
I want to talk about this song,can you believe the alt is from a man's throat after listened to it.At the alt of this song,all my feelings break out.Sadness,pique,disappointment,etc were sent out at this moment.I can't help closing my eyes when the alt is coming and enjoy it very much.Just like flying in the sky,jesus,so fucking special...
3月19日

Good Morning Herrtache

"Good Morning Herrtache" is a song of Billy Holliday from the album "When Love Goes Wrong" .I like the name of song.What's the feeling when you open your eyes in the morning and feel heartache?I'm not sure if I can feel that,but just feel terrible.
 
Sellout?Jesus,I have never thought about this thing will happen from him.I'm tired,really tired,Fuck!I woke up in the whole night and fell asleep and woke up again,just like a circle around these nights.I had many dreams which I can't remember anything when I opened my eyes.
 
I feel nervous,imsomnia is coming to me,what is everything going on?
 
Fine,take some pills and go to bed,try to stay out of this god damn society!
3月17日

not so quick

I can't forget that so quickly and please give me some time to do it.Don't think it will be solved easily,it needs a long time to clear away.Just like the story I used to say,One man had done some misdeeds,that means the man must be always honest for a long long time to make people trust him again.
 
The trust needs time to rebuild,the relationship needs time to repair,the confidence needs time to reinstitute. 
 
Do ourselves well is the first thing we should do.
3月14日

love myself better

First of all,I have given up the plan,so everyone will be very safe now and future.
 
Then I reflect that I used to put too much sentiment on other people or matters.Now I should readjust my way,love myself better is very important.I must try my best to do something not for anyone,but for myself.This is the basic point.Only after I having run on my regular life,I can have the chance to consider how I make my dream come true.
 
What will the result be?I am not so sure now,just do it like Beatles sing "let it be".
 
It seems over the expection of myself.
3月12日

confidence

If you're full of confidence about something that mean you will be hurt harder when something happen out of your expectation.For example,maybe you will never afraid the death,but when you are dying,aren't you still sure you won't scare about it?
 
My confidence becomes to my faith,I am trying my best to do something.Why?Can anybody tells me why?
 
Guilt?The son of bitch get your guilt?Fuck!No love,no guilt.In the view of stander-by,no one is wrong,but I am the one in the matter.So please don't expect me save it depends on my apologize.
 
The faith is broken,we need some time to rebuilt it.
3月9日

Life

Based on the same thing,some will smile and some will cry.Well,it's our city life.
 
Children are happy everyday,not like the adult who always feel confused.Our family,our lover,our friend,our career and our life goal.Too many secrets which we could hardly find the answers and too many things happend and you will never know the truth.The only thing we can do is trying out best to make our plans come to be reality.
 
When we're on our own way in our life,you can not imagine how many difficulties are waiting for us,keep yourself be optimistic,and do your best to trust others.Tell your heart the world is real and nice even if you lie to yourself.Once you have done these,you can say:"I'm ready for the hard life."
 
Everyone has his/her dream.And I believe these dreams are nice dreams.No one want to be defeated by the difficulties.The only enemy who try to prevent you walk on your dream road is yourself,try harder,even just a little bit harder,you will succeed.
 
Trust your lovers,your parents,your friends,just trust them.Tomorrow will be fine,everything.